FERNE McCann has revealed that taking part in Celebrity SAS: Who Dares Winds was “worse” than it appeared on TV at home.
The mother-of-one took to her Instagram stories for a candid Q&A about her experience on the Channel 4 show.
Ferne made it through to the final of the TV show
She told fans it was “worse” than what was seen on screen
Ferne, 32, who completed the gruelling TV challenge and made it through to the final, opened up about her experience on Instagram.
She allowed her fans to “ask her anything” about her experience on the show, with one questioning if it was “as harrowing as it looked”.
“It was worse,” Ferne revealed underneath a snap of her crying on the programme. “There’s so much you don’t see on the final show.
“Of course so much is edited down, but we were drained. Every night throughout the night we had to go on the night watch.
“We had to run EVERYWHERE, There’s so much to this course and show that made it hard not just what you see on the TV.
“The devil’s in the details – we could get beasted if our Bergen wasn’t packed correctly or our uniform wasn’t on properly or our water bottles were not filled to the top.
“You’ve always got to be on your game and there was so much discipline coming from all angles.”
Ferne was then asked if she ever wanted to “quit” the show, to which she replied: “Every day, every day I wanted to quit.
“Every task I wanted to give up, I felt so useless and weak. I felt that I was failing and it was so mentally and physically draining.
“I cried to them and I was like, ‘It’s my turn to go tomorrow, I cannot take any more’! But there was something inside of me, like a voice that was just telling myself ‘JUST KEEP GOING’.”
It comes after Ferne enjoyed a day out pumpkin picking with her adorable daughter Sunday after her voice note scandal.
The proud mum, who has recently been embroiled in a voice note scandal, documented the day out on social media.
Days earlier, she swapped her long, blonder locks for a short, dark bob and looked downcast during the day out.
She covered up with dark sunglasses and kept things casual in a white button up T-shirt, grey trousers and white trainers.
It comes after Ferne said she has “confronted difficulties in my life” after being accused of slamming pal Sam Faiers in leaked voice notes.
A recording thought to feature Ferne’s voice sent shockwaves through Essex last month and reignited a feud between the former pals.
Ferne broke her silence on Sunday night as she reflected on reaching the end of the gruelling reality TV show Celebrity SAS: Who Dares Wins.